"W.H.Y wo de wan mei shi jie hai yi zhi dou bu ken lai..."
That's the song i am listening to at the moment...It was a fun day for me actually but unknowingly...it turn bad after one and a half hours in the internet...
As wad my blogger says...
"We can have different feelings all the time. the difference b/w each feeling is great but to change from one to the other only takes a second as they are things that are difficult to control."
...It's really veri true. Well, i went to watch the lord of the rings- the return of the kings today...pretty late arh? it's really a good show... I got to know how important a home is...I find that peace is so precious...I learn that frenz are precious too...this is truely the best film i ever seen...I get so emotional when watching the movie.Only i did not cry,becoz i have forgotten how to...After crying to much since young i told myself i shall never cry anymore for my entire life. I learn to be strong after crying so much since young.Why i cried? well, my family was quite a biased one...my parents and grandmother(leaving with us) take sides on the sons. My father on my younger brother's side, my grandmother on me elder brother but i have none... onli my mother loves mi a little more. I cried mani times as i was treated quite unfairly at home. My mother could not help mi either cause she was also loather by my father, grandmother and elder brother...Sad to say my family got lots of problems too... onli recently things get a little more calm as my brother is in NS.Erm... dun wanna rack up too much of the past...
Anyway i dun realli feel happy now...I juz lost someone...he's leo...now i think i understand him a little more..but it was too late...my heart's heavy now...I think i am sorry for him...I did not understand him well enough...it seems like my wrong now...but i tried very hard to understand him already...but...but...but y must i lost him now juz becoz of one folly act? y when one give so much cannot get back anithing??? I really don't wish to end everything...haiz...now i can onli hope he forgives mi is it so wrong to get to know a person??? Y things always turn bad to me in the end? New year is juz tomorrow.. i wish things can realli change...

I wish I wish...I wish for a good,happy and smooth year next year...

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Raining! Raining! It is raining the whole day and my heart also started to rain...
The heavy rain blurred my vision and make me confused... LUV,FRENZ OR A JOKE?
This three elements have been floating on my mind ever since someone came into my life...she was the one whose grandmother juz passed away. Who is she? I do not know her very well so i dun really know who she is. Only find him strange... she once told mi she think she will love me alot...afew days later she say she may lie to me.However, I dun think she will do that coz probably at that time i know i am already starting to like her...However, now things seems to be threatening... we had not met since i knew her for IRC on the October. She kept saying she got no time as she have to work so i just take her word as working is more important then meeting me...I juz waited until today...the questions of the 3 elements came back. LUV ? FRENZ? JOKE?
She have time to chat with her frenz and go to his house for fun...I even called him b4 that but he say he was buzy and after i ask if he wanna meet up he say he will not e free for the rest of the month... I am really confused now... is this LUV? Frenship? or is he lying to me and everything was a joke?... I really hoped wad i believe in the 1st place wad right coz i have being a veri good boi waiting for her....

Haiz...something irritating about my internet connection... IT'S SO SLOW!!!!!!!!!
I actually typed a draft a few days ago but i cannot post it on the net as it was SO SLOW!!! It even sort of hang....so frustrated...but I hope that doesn't happen for the future...
yup...came back from my CLT course...2 1/2 weeks gone juz like that. Now i only had 2 weeks of holiday left...don't know how to spend it fruitfully. The stupiest thing is that I am down with serious cough and flu for days after the course. thanks to the cough and flu epidermic that we had during the course...-_-|
Coughing and sneezing that's what i have been doing for the past 4days...wasted 4/14 days..feel so bad.
Recently, my friend's grandmother passed away...i only knew it after reading his blogger...feel so sad for him...I don't think he has the mood to talk to me even. Well, I hope he could get on his feet soon cause I wish to see his active side again so i can talk to him like before and have a chance to go out together. Live and death is juz a process in life that all of us will go through... Juz like animals and plants around us... we must not take it to heart too much as if we do the soul of the dead will not be resting in peace. So hope he will be fine soon...same goes to Germit Singh...seeing him cry at the star awards trying very hard not to cry makes my heart turn sorrow...hope he will be fine.
Now, having said all these I learn that time really flies... many things happen during the period and all of us are getting older every second...we might even die the next second.So we must live to the best of our lives...enjoy life as much as possible...treasure lives around u as much as possible and accomplish all missions that u think it will be a regret if u did not accomplish b4 u leave....

Went to get my results for the 3-months course...surprisingly, i am elligible for many JCs even though my L1R5 was 17. At least I can choose to enter 2 schs of my wish , TPJC and MJC. Very happy...:)
oh...guess i gonna be very buzy this few days till I pass out from my CLT course as a CLT...but tt's still very far away(13 DEC) Ahhhhhh!!!!!!
I think my holidays are all burned away. Actually i should have about 4 months of holiday, at least, from now till i get my result...but,due to the CLT course and my 3-Months course...i only left with 2 weeks. I hope I can have a nice 2 weeks.With no stress, no sadness, mishap(sickness) and can spend time with whoever I like.
So have to say goodbye for at least one week from now...ardiyos

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