Saturday, December 20, 2003

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Raining! Raining! It is raining the whole day and my heart also started to rain...
The heavy rain blurred my vision and make me confused... LUV,FRENZ OR A JOKE?
This three elements have been floating on my mind ever since someone came into my life...she was the one whose grandmother juz passed away. Who is she? I do not know her very well so i dun really know who she is. Only find him strange... she once told mi she think she will love me alot...afew days later she say she may lie to me.However, I dun think she will do that coz probably at that time i know i am already starting to like her...However, now things seems to be threatening... we had not met since i knew her for IRC on the October. She kept saying she got no time as she have to work so i just take her word as working is more important then meeting me...I juz waited until today...the questions of the 3 elements came back. LUV ? FRENZ? JOKE?
She have time to chat with her frenz and go to his house for fun...I even called him b4 that but he say he was buzy and after i ask if he wanna meet up he say he will not e free for the rest of the month... I am really confused now... is this LUV? Frenship? or is he lying to me and everything was a joke?... I really hoped wad i believe in the 1st place wad right coz i have being a veri good boi waiting for her....

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